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I  spent my whole life trying to be the perfect daughter/ The golden brooch of my mother's hard work pinned to my chest hard enough to make me bleed/ A tie woven from yarn made out of my father's dedication tied around my neck, suffocating me/ I almost died/ 12 year old me would do it again/ 18 year old me would too/ I'd do anything for them to be proud of me/Turn my body upside down, shake me/ I'll vomit out words from the first debate I won/I wish I knew how to be something else/  All my achievements are hung up on the wall where fairy lights ought to be/ I tore open my skin and shoved golden trophies where veins ought to be/ but golden trophies are rarely real gold and my false gold veins infect my participation certificate limbs much too easily/ My insides are on display on the living room shelves/I wonder why they haven't peeled my skin to make wallpaper/ I was 7 when I set down mousetraps in the living room to catch communication problems by the throat and cho...

  DEAD   POETS SOCIETY O Captain, My Captain The movie   revolves around parental pressure, friendship, but mostly it deals with the   concept of carpe diem, which is such a washed-out idea nowadays because I only started to appreciate that phrase now I love the dark academia aesthetic,   this movie gives. I loved the visual effect, sound, and location, acting, just perfect. I cried for at least ½   an hour as this movie moves you, in ways, you would never know. This movie has given me a part of myself that I didn’t knew I was missing Dead Poets Society is a movie about a group of 5 boys, from different backgrounds who are studying in this strict disciplinarian all-boys boarding school, the school uses primitive methods of teaching but that’s obvious as the movie was released in the 1990s. Their new English professor, Mr. Keatings introduces them to carpe diem and believed that we should LIVE our lives. Neil, one of the main characters finds his pas...

  NOT     A   FAN   OF   “FANGIRL” I completed this book called, “fangirl” recently and the novel is about what its being named after, a teenage fangirl, Cath.   Cath is just another normal   15 year old   nerd   who is obsessed with a   fictional   book which by the way is a copy of   harry potter series, SIMON SNOW. She has got a twin sister, Wren who for obvious   reasons is quite literally opposite of cath in almost everything. They live with their pseudo intellectual divorced dad and the story deals with abandonment issues, and mental   issues handled in a realistic manner. Both girls are about to join college and for both of them college has   very different meanings. While wren looks at it as an opportunity   to see something new and get rid off her oh! so nerdy sister, Cath on the other hand doesn’t really like the idea of moving out and away from her   lonely father. As the story goe...

PEOPLE WHO HAVE GLASSES HAVE TRUE POWER PS - your physical vision might be 6/6 but think about your myopic thoughts ;) "Can I try them" "wow man, you have to much power" " 4eyes huh" "you're literally blind" "show me how you look without glasses!" "Guys look she is without glasses" are some of the lines you must've heard once in a lifetime if you wear GLASSES! When someone asks me "how patient are you?" Well am patient until someone takes my glasses and has all their fingerprints on the lens, that pain hits different. I don't know what's with people who take off your glasses and show 5 fingers and ask 'how many?' like bro, i can see 5 fingers just can't clearly see how dirty the 5 fingers are🤦🏻‍♀️ They say  GRAND BANKS is the foggiest place in the world but they don't know how foggy it can get when you drink something hot or cook wearing glasses. Also glasses and physical activity ca...

A soulmate isn't someone who completes you. No, a soulmate is someone who inspires you to complete yourself. A soulmate is someone who does not judge you for your flaws. A soulmate is someone who sees your jagger edges, who sees the parts of you that have been weathered by love and by life, who sees the wars that you fight and who chooses to stand beside you. A soulmate is someone who watches as you confront your scars from the inside; always encouraging you to heal on your own time, in your own way; always encouraging you to keep going. A soulmate is someone who challenges you to challenge yourself. Someone who sees  the potential that courses through your bones, and who let's you know exactly what you are capable of. They help you to open your eyes, to come to terms with the fact that you are powerful beyond measure. They see you in ways that you have never been able to see yourself, and they are not afraid to inspire you until you finally see it too. A soulmate is someone wh...

I hope you find what you're looking for out there I hope you find the kind of love that makes you a softer person. The kind of love that makes you want to be a better man or woman, the kind of love that believes in you and supports you, that stands by your side. I hope you find someone who shows you just how deeply you can feel, just how deeply you can LOVE. I hope you find something real, because nothing is more beautiful than loving someone who loves you back. Nothing is more beautiful than loving someone who builds you a home in their heart. I hope you find acceptance. The kind that rings through your bones,the kind that quiets the voice inside of you, that tells you that you are not good enough,or that you are falling behind. I hope you forgive yourself for the mistakes you have  made, for the past you keep alive inside of you. I hope you learn to let go of the things you had to do in order to heal, or to grow, or to survive 🌻 You are doing your best, you are human. I hope you...